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Pluto in Capricorn is coming to an end, for now. On March 23, 2023 – it will leave for Aquarius, but – it’ll be back in the sign of the Sea-Goat a few more times till it FINALLY settles into Aquarius on November 19, 2024

So I’m not going to say that everything will perfectly align for everyone immediately into a sparkling new age – but that there is light at the end of the tunnel. And it is a process.

Even if you have shifted into the new frequency, vibe, or state of being that aligns with the energies of Now, you – and all of us – will still need to be vigilant and proactive in maintaining the work that has been done.

There will be continuous tests and back-and-forth movements during this time of transition. And it is imperative to keep moving forwards.

Here’s a list of dates

March 23, 2023 – Pluto moves into Aquarius
June 11, 2023 – Pluto moves back in Capricorn
January 21, 2024 – Pluto moves into Aquarius
September 02, 2024 – Pluto moves back into Capricorn
November 19, 2024 – Pluto settles into Aquarius and departs Capricorn for another two-and-a-half centuries

The last time Pluto was in Capricorn (1762-1778), we saw significant progress in science, commerce, and trade in Europe and North America – such as the refinement of the steam engine in 1764 – and political upheavals, as shown by the American (1775-1783) and the French Revolution (1789-1799).

At the same time, the 18th century also saw the expansion of slave trading and human trafficking.

It’s been a mixed bag – and over two hundred years later, the world is still beset by the political and economic inequalities set into motion during this critical time.

Between 2008 till the present, Pluto in Capricorn – yet again – leaves a mixed legacy. It started with a financial crisis and global recession, followed by banking collapse, swine flu pandemic, major earthquakes, Arab Spring, super tornadoes, Higgs Boson particle discovery, Boston marathon bombings, Ebola, ISIS, Syrian civil war, Brexit, significant changes and polarization in U.S. politics, meteorological records ( hottest years on earth), Women’s March in Washington DC, Black Lives Matter protests, insurrection at the U.S. Capitol, handover of HongKong to mainland China, COVID-19, deepening of humanitarian crises, conflict, and genocide.

These are the top news events of these years (but so much has happened). And we still have twenty months to go!

There are some things to celebrate – but those victories are more down to individuals and smaller institutions that care about preserving the planet and leaving a legacy worth inheriting. A significant focus on sustainability and renewable energy continues to gain momentum worldwide. They didn’t make the headlines, but they are creating a cultural and technological movement whose larger effects we are more likely to see during Pluto in Aquarius. The seeds have been set, but a lot of the Pluto in Capricorn transit has been about toppling older systems.

Significant technological achievements have occurred during this time, transforming society’s relationship with technology. Social media, virtual worlds, online commerce, teleworking, and other innovations have changed societal understandings and expectations of life as we know it. More of this as we head into Pluto’s transit through Aquarius. (The earlier push for this is undoubtedly thanks to Saturn in Aquarius’ recently ended transit and Uranus’ ongoing transit through Taurus).

Despite so much of the negativity that Pluto in Capricorn has brought about, it has also pushed us – as individuals – and as a global society – to question our deepest values and to consider who we are, what we are doing here on this planet – and what road we walk on. There’s been tremendous change in the way we think about gender roles, cultural identities, and familial expectations across the world. Change is happening, but moving through the density of the past and so much of what has been buried, inherited, and reproduced, isn’t fun, easy, or pleasurable.

Thank the cycle-breakers.
Thank the whistleblowers.
Thank the people who use their time on this planet to make it better for all…

Hopefully, Pluto in Aquarius will allow the seeds set for liberation to take root – once it settles into the sign properly in November 2024.

Pluto will be back in Capricorn between June 2023-January 2024 and September-November 2024. Be aware of these time periods as unresolved issues with power, structure, legacy, and so on may require your attention. In terms of health, pay close attention to the bowel, spine, reproductive system, knees, and so on. Significant financial and relationship changes are possible: look at what you need to do to better align these aspects of your life with the frequency of change and awareness that everyone on this planet has heard in some form or another.

Make the most of March – June 2023 and January – September 2024 as you, in your own capacity, move towards a more aligned, fair, and sustainable reality.


The Sky Priestess

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Love, Truth & Deception ( Valentine’s Special 2023 )

Hi everyone. We had an excellent discussion and community Q&A on this and other spiritual topics. I have a few words in summary, grouped by sections with timestamps. Please note the article I reference Tracing the Path of Cupid’s Arrow: The Romanticization of Woundedness in Relationship Dynamics – remains true after seven years and counting. There’s a lot of good to be found in relationships at this time, but only if you are willing to face the truth.

Having said all of that, enjoy the video – there are a lot of deep topics and laughter! Do note that the discussion of Eros focuses upon Apuleius’ story of Eros and Psyche – which is primarily how astrologers tend to interpret this body. Eros has a much larger presence in Greek mythology that is largely overlooked – but I hope to do a piece on that soon.

Pay attention to 15:20 when I start to talk about the silenced feminine mystic Okyrhoe and watch what happens to the screen 😀 You can’t even make this up

Also – the special coupon for the 45-minute sessions expires within the next 19 hours! (00:00 Feb 15, GMT+8). Book your session today if you’ve been considering this offer at , and remember to use the coupon FEB2023

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Timestamps w. Key Notes:

1:00/52:09 – Astrology and Relationships – why you need to be super careful with making predictions – why free will is beyond predictions – where astrology can be helpful in your navigation – Eros and why it is less about love and more about karmic compulsions + mythological discussion (no rose-tinted narrative) – moving into free will rather than karmic patterns

5:14/52:09 – The language of soulmates and twin flames and why it becomes tricky the more you understand the nature of spirituality & karma – The language of love vis-a-vis spirituality needs evolution – Eros in Capricorn in the next few days astrologically & what to do about them (with Pholus, North Node, Jupiter) – the power of choice – the pressure to choose what is authoritative, established, etc. – is it gold, or just a flash in the pan you end up exerting so much energy finding if it was even there at all in the first place …

9:48/52:09 – Venus in Pisces, aspecting Neptune, Okyrhoe, Psyche & Typhon – Beauty, healing and inspiration, upliftment, transcendence, truth – delusion, disillusionment, martyrdom, disassociation, addiction, obsession, escapism (mixtures thereof) – different possibilities – Psyche as a problematic model for relationships if you look at the mythology carefully – Typhon erupting ancestral patterns and moving power through the earth – Okyrhoe as the feminine’s spiritual wisdom being carefully hidden and muted – and how all that plays out in relationships – the Feminine is in ALL beings – pay close attention if you have anything near 23-24 Cancer – Hylonome as codependent patterns, but in extraordinary cases truly transcendent love and experiences of grief – Watch out 23 Leo for potential Yod between Venus, Neptune, Hylonome & Okyrhoe – truth and growth in relationships – many different types of love and how this lesson applies to all of them

Look at 15:20/52:08 – look at what happens when I talk about the feminine mystic that got muted because the patriarchy did not want her wisdom to be heard – YOU CANNOT MAKE THIS UP 😀 😀 😀

19:42/52:08 – Thereus triggers for Feb 15 amidst positive possibilities in the skies – how to deal with people who are deep in delusion – do not force others or try to make choices for them – how change occurs by way of inspiration

23:17/52:08 – Start of Q&A – Acknowledging the gang – sex and the need to clear energetic linkages that result from it – the importance of the sacral energy center and its role in perpetuating karmic cycles – the importance of language and spells of unintentional entrapment

26:56/52:08 – ** IMPORTANT ** Preliminary work in clearing energy centres – my journey with this as self-work – acknowledge what you have and experience – communicate, identify, observe, develop a relationship with that aspect of your being and experience – your unconscious as a gatekeeper – KNOW THYSELF (and go beyond your head)

33:18/52:08 – preliminary work in dissolving contracts and patterns in toxic relationship dynamics (brief response to a big topic) – what the future on earth may be (I honestly do not know) – Saturn in Pisces and the phenomenon of illusions of transcendence and unconditional love – Asteroid Kaali and Uranus in Taurus – breaking through the earth, and the body that removes the poison and brings you closer to love – why dissolution can sometimes be the only way to heal – compassionate detachment

40:49 – soap roses – ways to know if there’s a karmic pattern at play in a new relationship – advice to Venus in Sagittarius – is this a good time for a new relationship or not – Family giggles

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Feb 2023: Positive Potentials & Pitfalls (w. Q&A and timestamps)


Article on Thereus and Nessus:

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3:05/53:42 – Start of video proper
12:20/53:42 – red flag days & fragmented selves
19:45/53:42 – transforming the negatives into a positive & the power of will
23:03/53:42 – the baggage and vulnerability of divination methods & initiatory experiences
27:23/53:42 – things to look forwards to & what has really helped me in life
31:59/53:42 – psychic hygiene starts from the heart
35:00/53:42 – days of profound positive potential & what we have to shed – spirit doesn’t care if you have a crown or not
40:10/53:42 – explanation of positive dates for February Vesta in Aries Neptune conjunct Okyrhoe (a forgotten champion of humanity) Sun/Saturn sextile Galactic Center – your soul’s origins have no label – what is true home for you?
47:47/53:42 – psychic vulnerability in families
50:46/53:42 – Typhon-Neptune trine and connection to earthquakes

Thank you !

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Feb 2023: The Dangerous Dance of Thereus and Nessus (TW: Violence – of all kinds)

Thereus is the Hunter-Stalker of the Skies. In mythology, Thereus, the hunter, stalks bears and watches them till he chooses to strike. He rushes into the cave, hits the bear on the head, and drags it out, kicking and screaming. He is eventually killed by the hero Theseus. 

There’s a second mythological figure of King Tereus who again engages in covert stalking and ultimately inflicts sexual violence on his sister-in-law and cuts off her tongue. His wife and her sister cook Tereus’ son and feed him to his father, who eats him unknowingly. He then tries to murder both women, and all are ultimately transformed into birds. 

A third Thereus in mythology is driven mad by the aroma of the wine Pholus offers to his guests and is eventually killed by Heracles. Interestingly, a genus of a gossamer-winged butterfly was also named Thereus.

Thereus brings up themes of hidden or covert predation, parasitism, energy loss, violence, and the like. Others see it as an ability to dominate, control, and separate personal and public life – which can easily occur together.

Bear in mind that we all have Thereus somewhere in our charts. It’s asteroid number 32532. So that doesn’t mean that we’re all going to be serial killers, cannibals, violent maniacs, and the like. However, such individuals and the astrology of violent events that terrify the collective tend to have significant aspects to Thereus. I’ve been researching all this for my book, and it is a consistent pattern.

In short:

Thereus can highlight abusive, controlling tendencies and also our propensity and vulnerability to such tendencies. By facing these vulnerabilities and the fear that comes with them, you can learn how to better protect yourself and others.

But getting to that point of revelation is an initiatory test in itself, as Thereus tends to push you to face what you fear first. Personally, and with clients, I’ve seen Thereus be more violent than Pluto in its targeted intensity and depth.

In Virgo, Thereus focuses on matters of health, the little details that make up daily routines, ritual implements, vows of service, the gut, and how we manage our daily lives and work. The Thereus in Virgo transit began on 31 December 2020 and continues till 12 July 2025.

Expect fears and a greater collective focus surrounding gut, mental and other aspects of health, daily workplace culture, ideas of sacrifice and service, judgement towards sexual attitudes, understanding the global supply chain and its impact on the environment, and so on.

The good news about Thereus is that the more we are aware of it, the more we can mitigate its effects.

I’m bringing this up because Thereus is particularly prominent this month (February 2023). 

One of the reasons why this February is going to be so intense is that Thereus opposes Nessus in Pisces and squares Mars in Gemini and The Great Attractor in Sagittarius. There are other alignments present throughout the month, but this is what I’m focusing on here. 

So there’s going to be a lot of focus on your actions, movements, breath, lungs, travel, astrological choices, philosophical and religious decisions, political rhetorics, and so on. Mars makes this alignment particularly tricky this time, as it is so tied to health, agency, and key aspects of relationships. 

But let’s talk about Nessus.

Nessus (asteroid number 7066) is a different kind of abuser. He doesn’t bother stalking his victims. He inflicts violence as he pleases. Astrologically, Nessus is linked to control, lust, abuse, violence, manipulation, rape, etc. 

In mythology, Nessus seeks to rape Deianeira, the wife of Heracles. He kills him with an arrow tipped with the blood of the Hydra. In his final moments, Nessus manipulates Deianeira, telling her to make his (unbeknownst to her Hydra-poison-steeped) blood into a love charm and apply it on Heracles’ clothes will make him hers forever. She then gives them to wear to her husband, leading to the hero’s death.

In Pisces, the focus of potential abuse is in the most profound domain of the subconscious, and hidden aspects of self knowable only through deep spiritual meditation. Pisces also addresses the dream state and succession of incarnations that make up our soul’s journeys. 

Obsessive and escapist behavior, suicidal tendencies, the martyr complex, substance abuse, and delusions are also associated with the sign. So are inspiration, music, art, miracles, prayer, and transcendent experiences. (Pisces is a mixed bag, to say the least).

Having Nessus transiting Pisces (01 April 2014-12 January 2034) is essentially two decades of needing to learn how to navigate karma, spirituality, and energy in ways that do not perpetuate cycles of abuse. And those who want to feed off others in this way have an easy time doing so if their target is unaware of the extent of potential manipulation. It explains the great vulnerability the spiritual community is starting to acknowledge and the need to protect the self when seeking.

(It’s generally a hard time in incarnation; these are just some of the little layers).


As Nessus and Thereus oppose each other, they open up mutually reinforcing pathways of potential abuse, predation, and violation. It is imperative to focus on physical and energetic safety at this time. And where you may be letting in what drains you, especially if it has excellent PR or tugs your deeper sympathies. Or if it draws you in with beautiful, fantastic visions of transcendence and enlightenment. It can also be the constant drain of depression, anxiety, and other mental health issues that make you lose your focus where you need it the most.

Nessus and Thereus oppose each other once every four decades; however, the opposition lasts for a few years. Here are the dates of the exact opposition:

– 14 October 2022 (I was far too ill even to type this, it tracks)

– 18 February 2023

– 27 August 2023

– 26 May 2024

– 06 June 2024

It would be wise to pay close attention and not take unwarranted risks in October 2022, February & August 2023, and May & June 2024 – especially – if you have heavy aspects to 14-19 Virgo/Pisces.

And again – Thereus is lit up by other bodies throughout February. In my T-23 monthly membership group, I referred to February as a red-flag month. No joke. 


Thereus and Nessus aren’t pleasant bodies – and often bring up fear and anxiety. Knowing what they’re about doesn’t change anything unless you change your actions.

Let me share something I found helpful.

When thinking about Thereus, I often think about a scene in the movie ‘The Conjuring 2’. The spook itself was rather meh, but there’s a scene where the protagonist explains the different stages of possession.

(Don’t panic. There’s a reason I’m bringing this up).

Effectively, several things have to happen for a person’s will to be severely compromised to the extent that they are no longer in command of themselves. They have to start obsessing with some pattern of recurrent, intense disturbances they cannot always see or understand. That obsession becomes fear, which effectively leaves a person vulnerable to control.

Whilst I’m not suggesting an all-out psychic war or interdimensional rift that will ruin us all, there was something about that explanation that always sat true. The source material is from the chief exorcist of Rome, Father Gabriele Amorth, and is helpfully summarized here:

You don’t have to look to the occult to see this same pattern at play with abused, tortured, oppressed people. Whatever the oppressive person seeks to do can only have an effect if the person they target begins to put more weight and focus on the fear surrounding the actions designed to bring them under control in some way. This shifts your focus away from yourself and something external – the opposite of a power move.

And do we not see that oppression in so many lives all over the world? Whether it’s a war, a creepy ex, or an over-controlling parent who demands to control your every movement … the same process comes into play.

The way to subvert Thereus and Nessus is not to give into their power play (through whoever is playing that role in your life) or to seek to control others. It is in returning to Faith and living a life that reflects your knowledge of the truth of who you are and that Spark of Divinity that continues to exist despite what life has thrown at us.

Again, it will be a more dramatic trial for some. 

It comes down to your soul’s journey, chart, and spiritual awareness you bring to a situation. 

With Nessus in Pisces, a lot is likely to be tied up in old soul contracts. With Mars in Gemini aspecting it all, expect much of this to come up through connections with masculine energy, siblings, and what you literally choose to do with your will. 

Not everyone will have the worse possible outcome – as some will be able to find greater transparency, protection, and integrity – as they are willing to look at what needs to be done. 

Denial is the gateway to unprocessed trauma and unacknowledged fear that does nothing but weigh you down.

This is not a good month to open your energy up to others or perform spiritual ceremonies and facilitations. The exception is if you know and trust the people and energies involved and all parties have the proper awareness and protection to do whatever is needed safely and cleanly. There is psychic and spiritual baggage to every tool of divination and every reader who exists.

Some will be able to handle the intensity implied by the opposition and show people ways of finding greater protection, balance, and peace in their lives. Others will not.

So choose who you open yourselves to, very, very carefully.

Whatever you are or will be experiencing later this month – look back to October 2022 to see the roots of it or clues as to what you need to do to improve your experience. 

Practice greater self-care, especially if you have suicidal tendencies, substance abuse issues, health concerns, etc.

Examine potential backdoors to your energy, seal the cracks, and make things a little more secure for yourself and others. At a practical level, it’s also looking at things like faulty wiring, mold, uneven surfaces, rotting food, and slippery floors in the home. 

Working with greater protection as you sleep is also a good idea. Calling on spiritual guides and angels you trust can work wonders. Crystal grids of selenite can help immensely with this. 

Replenishing your daily energy with taichi, good nutrition, and meditation (without the need to get too intense about it) is a healthy approach to this opposition. Vitamin C comes up strongly for me when thinking about revitalizing focus.

Keep the center of focus on yourself and your Faith in Spirit. More than anything else, this can help you endure and successfully navigate what comes up. 


Knowing what’s coming up, I have carefully chosen my days of work for February, as there will be some people I can help at this time. Naturally, if I know of someone who can better facilitate your needs, I’ll point you to where you need to go.

Sessions are open, but please take the time to feel into whether it’s the right time for us to work together – or if you’re ready to see what needs to be faced.

I am also doing a special discount on the 45-minute session, knowing that some people will need the time and have a limited budget.

Booking Link: 45-Minute Session

Coupon code: FEB2023 , valid till 15 February 2023


Dr. Bairavee, The Sky Priestess

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Heads up – Thereus Alert: Jan 8-12, 2023

Hello everyone. I know it’s been a while but recovering from my ordeal over the past few years is taking a lot longer than I thought. There are good days and there are bad ones, but healing a journey and it takes the time it’s going to take.

I thank all those who have supported my work and livelihood in this time and ask that you continue to do so if able and willing.

The video contains key messages on several alignments over the next few days that require greater attention and discernment to successfully navigate. A lot of it focuses on Thereus, The Hunter-Stalker – and that means heads up. Take nothing for granted, be it your health, physical safety, immediate living or working environment. Eat light and don’t tax your body. Not a good time to be taking unnecessary risks either, especially in questions of your path, and who you want to walk with.

As you know, I am probably the only reader of the stars and their energies that focuses upon Thereus and its many facets. You’ll find more information in the links below.

Former articles:

Time to Face Thereus, The Hunter Stalker (introductory piece)

What is Thereus The Hunter-Stalker & Its Key Alignments till August 22, 2021

The book is still coming. But it emerges as I unveil future chapters on this journey. It is truly a lived experience.

Blessings to All,

Dr. Bairavee, The Sky Priestess

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Prepare for the Saturn-Uranus square ( October 4th )

Between October 1-12, we will see multiple re-triggerings of Saturn and Uranus, along with the Nodes, Typhon, Thereus, Chiron and Nessus.

I was just feeling better and suddenly awoke with cutting pains in the side of the neck ( Taurus ). Waited a day, it’s unbearable so I’m headed to the hospital.

There’s a huge need for caution at this time , be it in physical, mental, emotional, astral terms.

Keep moving away from what no longer serves. Some may see resistance arising from old karmic patterns and groups who hold them.

Greater care in earthquake prone zones is advised.

Growth and success can come from all this tremendous change. But only if you are willing to face the wound, the vulnerability and the truth with authenticity and courage.

The Sky Priestess

I’m back!

Greetings, fans and friends!

I am firstly thankful for all of you who have been supporting me in these past few months, be it through financial contributions, prayers, or both.

I tried different approaches in the past few months, including deep rest – but they did not appear to fully do the trick. I am thankful for those who have tried to be of assistance, but it is clear to me that the remaining answers I require I will find through my work, as guided by Spirit.

It has been hard not to work. It has been hard not to help the community that has been growing with me since 2013. But it has also been illuminating.

I finally got the signal today, that I had to get back on the horse and see what I could discover for myself, and ultimately help others with. It is unsurprising that it comes during an Aquarian Full Moon part of a Grand Fixed Cross with the Sun, North Node, South Node, Uranus and Saturn.

Karmic gates are opening today as people make choices that will set them unto new trajectories of evolution, or devolution. Not every trigger will be a pleasant surprise – some will be downright frightening. But it is what will show you, and others, the truth of being.

This is a time where the courage of one’s heart is revealed.

Or where selfishness blinds you to the path of truth and love.

Work for me, resumes immediately.

And I thank all of you who have stuck by me and supported me and my little family through these desperate times.

Stay tuned,

Dr. Bairavee, The Sky Priestess

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Health Update: Progress & Healing Continues

Hello everyone, I have good news! Let me start with some general words of thanks, and a re-cap. And then the hopeful stuff!

First of all, a big thank you to all of you who responded to my SOS in early May. Shortly after I wrote that message, I sustained a concussion without any physically visible cause. It was a whack to the head as I was heading back to our current place. We then got into the lift and it kept moving up and down very very quickly in a haphazard manner. I was disoriented and dizzy but immediately got into prayer, and then it finally stopped at the right level. It was pretty terrifying. (And no, it did not have any prior electrical issues)

When we got back to the house, I just sat there unable to move or speak for hours because of the disorientation from the concussion. That day, I told my baby I wasn’t sure that I was going to make it. Breathing just got harder and harder, and there was no real physical remedy or approach that was able to make a difference.

I realized I had hit my limit and had no real idea what the next move should or could be. I knew that if I did not get help, me and my family would be dead within a few months.

To monitor my situation, I worked with a bio-resonance center that was able to measure the frequencies of specific organs. After looking at the software a little closer, as the scans were indicating things that were humanly impossible, I convinced the doctor to pull up the auric scans for each major organ. It was horrifying. And I do not use that word lightly. I wanted to cry.

It’s been that way for some time, but I didn’t say anything till I felt I had exhausted every resource, every means of being able to address the situation in some way.

To say that me – and my brother – were at death’s door is not an exaggeration. There were clear and present signs of damage that reflected rapidly deteriorating health, and no explanation why. Not even long COVID fit anymore. No diabetes. No real indications of hyper-estrogen. My liver scans suddenly looked like an alcoholic’s even though I don’t really drink alcohol or eat terrible food. I’ve had a lot of health practitioners write in, but things were changing way too fast for the worse, and in new ways each day.

From the metaphysical side of things – all of the usual approaches people take to psychic causes, spiritual attacks and defense were just not working on us. Very detailed investigations on other spiritual causes did not yield fruit despite trying for three years in earnest and even longer than that in a general capacity. Nothing was adding up and we could not find a discernible cause.

We learnt many things about ourselves, spirituality and the cosmos in the process – but I tell you I would not wish that cost on anyone. As I heal, I will be able to share and teach aspects of that journey that are safe to be witnessed and understood.

But every reading, every healing, every clearing, every prediction did not work – or if it did, just for a little while. And often, there would be the offer to work with an energy of a lower frequency, and no matter how hard it was to say no to the promise of help, it was not worth it.

Even the astrology (and you can imagine how I investigated in multiple systems) did not fully account for the sheer extremity of it.

Those of you following me on my youtube channel have had glimpses into the way our lives have been transformed in the past few years. It’s been humbling to say the least.

Being unable to move at all for days on end, even to go to the bathroom, for a person who was jet-setting just a few years ago is … a vast change. (And there’s a lot more than that, but that’s the most obvious example I can give you).

We have survived accidents, spontaneous fires, metal bending in impossible ways, cracks appearing overnight on walls, and things more suited for horror movies in 3-D. Things we could document, measure and photograph as there were so many times we wondered if we were just imagining the whole thing. But the evidence is there – and the good news is that we’re finding a way out of it.

Some people have run reading these little glimpses, and that’s probably for the better. The work is real. Deeply real. Never let anyone tell you otherwise. These are the same people who, following the ‘ just world theory’ seek to blame the person experiencing these events because ‘ bad things don’t happen to good people’. If you believe that, you’ll believe anything.

But for those of you staying on, thank you for your courage and compassion to trust and bear witness. And to support, be it through heartfelt prayer or financial help (which we still do need as we are still healing). Thank you all so so much.

Now – let me tell you about the positive stuff that happened 🙂

The day after I spoke to my baby telling her I wasn’t sure if I would be around for long, someone reached out to me offering help. A few people also did but I got a clear message that despite their good intentions, they would not be able to assist.

We have gone to a lot of people seeking guidance and help these past few years, only to find them limited by their own fears and projections – or to see them get affected, often as they overstepped into something beyond their ability or scope of authority. But we kept looking – and even that experience taught me how to really vet my clients and know what I could and wasn’t my task to handle.

I think 2022, despite my health and financial difficulties, was the year I refunded the most people as I knew I was not the person they needed.

There was something different about the person who reached out to help me. She made no grandiose claims. She was earnest, modest but calm. She did not immediately try to prescribe and diagnose or provide solutions from her experience.

She wanted to talk to me. And I liked her energy. I did not know anything about what she did or how she did it, but I could see Grace in her.

I spoke to Source and said: This is the last one. If this person cannot help me, that’s it. I’m going to face my fate whatever it may be.

We had been gaslit by so many people donning the title of facilitator or teacher for so long, that at that point I just could not go through that rigmarole again.

But I’m glad I listened to my instinct. She is the real deal. I will be interviewing her soon so more people can be helped. But not everyone will need her level of work.

From this teacher, I learnt that what’s been happening to me has been intimately tied into the collective work I have been doing for years. That is not what I do publicly on social media and my website, as most of my work is energy based. Of course it’s karmic (everything good and bad that happens has some connection to that) – but not in the way I was thinking.

It wasn’t a punishment ‘ for something bad I did’ , but it was … an opportunity for me to … walk the talk. To be tested, to be witnessed and to stand true in the face of relentless, unyielding horror for several years on end. When I finally hit my limit, I surrendered fully.

It triggered many different patterns and waves of change, in spaces both seen and unseen. There is little point hiding the fact that I appear to be a person of significant interest in the spiritual world. This entire journey was witnessed.

My brother wants to beat up whatever higher aspect of myself that agreed to this experience in the name of the greater good, but I don’t blame him. It’s been hard for him to see his little sister go through this and not be able to help despite being a wonderful healer, and vice versa. It’s been hard for my baby, but she has more wisdom than I do.

This experience, as painful as it has been, is probably why I have been able to reach people who have needed help in the darkest of spaces whilst all this was going on. You have to walk that journey to be able to empathize. It’s not something you can intellectualize or imagine into being, but a shared knowing.

Source guided me through every step. It was always a bizarre irony that the extreme levels of protection I could place on my clients and their families would not be enough for my own. But I understand why that was and why that is needed no longer.

Despite facing these challenges, these past few years have also let me help some of the hardest cases I have faced in my life. It’s been a deep honor to be able to do this. But again, I no longer need to do this in this way.

In terms of what is measurable, I worked with the bio-resonance center again and was amazed at the dramatic changes that happened after a single sitting with the facilitator who came to help me. The scans were totally different. They were no longer critical, but still some significant areas of damage to work through. The before and after is unrecognizable. (My doctor at this point has learnt not to ask questions)

Over the past few weeks, the healing has been happening. My lungs are no longer on fire. We have not had any bizarre accidents or events. The babies sleep peacefully.

I can only offer my gratitude to those who came to help, who stood by me, and who made it possible for me to receive this help at such a critical moment. There have been a few facilitators who are more family than friend at this point – and they have stood by me and done their best, even if there was no resolution. Their love has been a deep inspiration for me to keep going with trust and an open heart.

I estimate another few months of deep healing and continual unlearning before I am ready for work, sessions, public videos and Tier-23. I am learning far more about myself, who I am, and what I am here to do – and how best I can do it. I have hope for the future and faith in the work that is going to follow. And I am deeply, deeply grateful.

This isn’t the kind of event a person usually has, certainly not at my age. But then again, it’s not been a very run of the mill kind of life either. But it honestly feels like things will be different from now.

I hope this answers some of the questions and provides greater context. I look forwards to seeing how the next chapter will unfold.

Sending you all love

Dr. Bairavee, The Sky Priestess

( & family 🙂 )

Please continue to keep us in your heartfelt prayers and support our journey if you can –

If you prefer to do a bank transfer, let me know. Much appreciation!

I need your support – will you help me?

Hello everyone,

Life has been very strange and profoundly challenging for a few years now.

I found myself on a road I didn’t think I was going to take, and right now it seems like the destination is shifting again.

I began with astrology, branched out into non-binary spirituality and metaphysics, created (and dissolved, and re-built) communities on different platforms, and engaged thousands of people in ways that made them care about political and social causes in a way they had not done before.

I was going to keep doing all of that, but Life had other plans.

2 years ago, what we believe to be Long Covid struck me and my brother out of the blue.

I’ve been mostly silent about my health, but it has made even the simplest of everyday tasks very very time and energy consuming. And I can’t do it anymore without support. He’s in pretty bad shape as well.

I’ve spent a great amount of my personal energy in guiding as many people as possible through this website, my (former) FB pages, Youtube and (now) Instagram. The work speaks for itself.

If you have benefited from my existence in any way through all this time, I would like to ask you if you would be willing to help.

Right now I need time to rest. I was once able to do 8 sessions a day, and now I can barely manage 1 session in eight days. I used to be able to write 40,000 words in a night, and now I can barely manage 400. I used to travel around the world, and now traveling to the bathroom is a real challenge. As is walking, cooking, playing with my child, doing any of the normal things I used to do.

I have a family to support and no immediate social network in this country.

To further my spiritual pursuits, I deliberately chose not to focus on my work as a business and chose to give as much as I could freely.

Now, it’s my time of need. I hope I can count on each of you.

The best way to do this is to give me a little breathing space. I’ve been doing this almost non-stop since 2013, through hell and high water. And I need to rest.

Not having the pressure of constant financial burden would be a real blessing right now. As I can then just sit and focus on healing more fully. I estimate about 3-6 months of slow, gentle, rebuilding.

If you would like to help me in this way, please send your contributions here:

If you would like to send me funds via Western Union, bank transfer, or some other means, please write to me in the comments and I’ll email you back.


Dr Bairavee, The Sky Priestess

health update!

Howdy Peeps x

After much searching, I think it’s very likely that I have Long COVID. There are multiple issues in different bodily systems simultaneously that can’t be explained otherwise. There are a few other systemic explanations that could the case, but the usual suspects have been ruled out.

Much like the others suffering from the same, I have dizziness, headache, brainfog, extreme lethargy and in my case chronic inflammation and debilitating pain to touch.

It’s been bad for the past two years but it seems to be getting a lot worse right now. Especially in moving about and doing normal stuff. This is why the most exciting trip in my life has been going to do the laundry.

It has been terrifying reading about the stories of other active, international travellers in my age category who, like me, just stopped being able to move normally and got bedridden. Some of them even committed suicide as they lost the will to live.

Long COVID is horrific. Utterly horrific. And very poorly understood.

I’ve got the research that I need but medications and treatment here might not be as easy as the government has de-prioritized COVID related matters.

I can still push through, and have to, as the breadwinner of the family. Spiritual practice works wonders here but it is still utterly exhausting.

And the prices of stuff just keep going up here. I haven’t been able to cook in a long long time.

So it’s one of those very hard times for us.

But we’re doing our best. Bro is hit pretty hard too, harder in some ways.

Am resting from my advocacy efforts as well as the health aspect of things needs more attention right now.

I’m sure there’s an energetic component to all this as well. And I have a lot of things to try.


Dr. Bairavee

The Sky Priestess